[A is for age:] 16 years although it seems like a million at the moment
[B is for beer of choice:] i greatly dislike the taste of beer
[C is for career:] a future tattoo artist hopefully
[D is for favorite Drink:] i could go for water or coffee right now
[E is for essential item you use everyday:] a pencil, except for now i dont really feel like doing much of anything
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] my heart will go on- celine dion
[G is for favorite game:] chess
[H is for hometown:] this town of san diego
[I is for instruments you play:] i dont play any...
[J is for favorite juice?:] orange juice is my favorite, then apple
[K is for kids?:] i cant see myself rasing any at the moment
[L is for last kiss?:] caitlin at the dance... :)
[M is for marriage:] no. not ever.
[N is for name of your best friend:] Caitlin, Zak, Danny. (this is in no particular order btw)
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] none... im a trooper lol
[P is for phobias:] really loud noises, utter failure
[Q is for quote:] "i bite down on the grit, i crunch on the sand" --myself 10/17/06
[R is for biggest regret:] none whatsoever
[S is for self confidence:] a lot more than most would have in my situation ... i guess that counts for something
[T is for time you wake up:] six in my normal life
[U is for underwear:] you dont need to know
[V is for vegetable you love:] broccoli and carrots
[W is for worst habit:] spacing out, neglecting school, being emotionless, and I found out yesterday that i make a lot of excuses
[X is for x-rays you've had:] my ankle, teeth
[Y is for yummy food you make:] my cookies are nice... i wish i could make some now... that would make me happy...
[Z is for zodiac sign :] cancer... yeah that one that looks like a 69 lol
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1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
i think being tied to someone like danielle or sara would be the most entertaining.
2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
ah hell, im in a shitty mood in case you havent picked up on that already... damn im just still in a bad mood from last night. im not blaming anyone in particular but it doesnt stop me from feeling like shit
3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
yes, it was repulsive
4. What should we do w/ stupid people?
the person who wrote this, its a stupid person.
5. How long do you think you will live?
who knows? maybe another 5 minutes or another 80 years lol
6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
pretend to be asleep as ryan and michelle were roaming around the house and checking up on me
7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?
an ugly abc carpet, but who cares? i havent been there for 3 days
8. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
ive never been to driving school and so taking the test is out of the question
9. Last person you went out to dinner with?
myself. i hung out for a couple of hours in a cafe writing, drinking coffee and eating a muffin... yeah it was great
10. Are you spoiled?
hahaha, i dont think so.
11. Do you drink lots of water?
probably not at much as i should
12. What toothpaste do you use?
crest or something like that
13. How do you vent your anger?
I don't. i rarely if ever get angry it gets bound and then killed
14. The last compliment you received?
uh, i dont know really
i guess you could call that a compliment yesterday when that drunken gay guy tried to hit on me yesterday
15. Do you look more like your mother or father?
actually neither which is odd.
16. When was the last time you threw up?
last year or so... but last night i kept feeling like i was going to.
21. Would you ever join the military?
i cannot stand having orders being shouted at my face, and i dont call anyone 'sir' much less shout
22. The last website you visited?
this here xanga, and before that i deleted my myspace as it caused nothing but shit for my life
26. The last person you stared at?
today, this guy on the bus had a really hideous frog-neck thing it was gross
28. Is anything alive in your room?
im not in there so, my brothers, and probably a great deal of roaches and spiders
29. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
back is out of the question, it was hellish and i dont want to go through it again, and changing things would be wrong so lets go forward and put it all behind us.
31. What is your current goal to acheive?
find my purpose in life again, oh and read some more good books. some advice: the key to forgetting your miserey: read a good book with a happy ending.
32. How is your hair?
decent you could say, not that i care much anymore anyway
33. What is your current worry?
worry? school and wondering if i ever really will graduate hearing ryan and michelle talk they made it sound like i was some 20 year old homeless dropout...
34. Do you have plans for spring break?
none whatsoever
35. Like anyone?
"like" as in a romantic way? yeah ive got one i wish i was seeing right now...
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What Mental Disorder are you?
Anorexia/Bulimia disorder
[x] You know what fasting is.
[x] You've been on a fast before.
[x] You've gone more than two days with out eating.
[eh...] You dont like the way you look.
[ ] You obsess about how many calories are in your food.
[ ] You excersise more than anything else in your daily life.
[ ] You have low-self esteem.
[x you could say] You've lost alot of weight in the past year.
[ ] You have persistent negative comments to say about your body shape and size.
[ ] Your personality has changed, or you think your "huge" when others say that your skinny.
TOTAL : 4 1/2
Bi-Polar Disorder
[x] You can be happy one moment, and then be pissed the next.
[x] Your mood is either at a very high point, or a very low point.
[] You have sudden outbursts out of nowhere.
[x] You get pissed off easily.
[x] People have asked you if you've had bi-polar before.
[x] You use curse words.
[x] You are severely depressed, or it comes and goes very often.
[x] You get so depressed, that its hard to get out of bed at times.
[x] You always seem to have tons of energy.
[x except for maybe the drugs and alcohol] You engage into things such as drugs, alcohol, or risky sex activities and hardly ever sleep.
[x] You've had/or still have suicidal thoughts, or have attempted it.
total : 10
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have unwanted ideas or impulses to do things.
[x] You have urges to do things, to relieve a discomfort you might be feeling.
[ ] You are obsessed with something that you do every single day.
[ ] You have anxiety or feel distressed.
[ ] You feel like if you dont repeat a certain act, whatever it may be, something bad might happen to you or a loved one.
[ ] You can easily loose control of your mind.
[x] You like to make sure you're clean all the time.
[ ] You've thought you might have obsessive compulsive disorder before.
[x] Certain impulses or images come to your mind often.
[ ] You repeat certain acts to get whatever it is out of your mind.
TOTAL: 4
Schizophrenia
[ ] You have violent behavior.
[x] You tend to have multiple personalities.
[x] You have delusional thoughts.
[xxx] You have paranoia.
[x] You isolate your self from being social with people.
[x] You have trouble sleeping.
[x] You sometimes have unusual sensitivity.
[x] You've had hallucinations before.
[x] You have a flat voice, lack eye contact, and a blank face expression while talking.
[x] You have difficulty with your speech, or answering questions normally.
[ ] You are 4.
Total: 9
Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) (im editing this, its no longer called MPD its called DID for dissociative Identity Disorder. dont ask how i know)
[x]You were abused as a child.
[x]You've been exposed to many traumatic situations.
[x] Your personality can change within seconds.
[x] You sometimes act like your a different person, but its only in a certain mood you get into.
[no... i remember Everything] You cant remember many things that have happened in your life
[x] You some times feel like your body is not real, as if its changing in size, shape, color, ect.
[x] You look at something and you feel like its changing in size, shape, and color to...or as if what your looking at is not even real.
[x]You can become very stressed easily.
[ ] You have forgotten bits and pieces of your child hood.
[ ] You are unable to recall personal information.
[x] You feel as if your not even here.
TOTAL: 8
i am bi-polar lol i would post this up on myspace if i still had it haha
1. Have you had sex in the last week?
na... not for a couple months
3. Who's the last person you hugged?
ah... it was danny yeah thats right lol
5. What is the last thing that you drank?
probably water or coffee
6. Who is the last person you think about at night?
last night i dont want to talk about
7. Elvis or James Dean?
Elvis yay lol
8. Who is one person you can't stand from high school?
my school? all the damn druggies
at UC theres a few people
10. Does ice cream make you jump around?
do i ever dance around? for anything? no.
11. Do you like someone right now?
of course
13. what are you doing right now?
drowning myself in music and doing this stupid little survey
14. Do you think lesbians are hot?
of course, theyre damn sexy. i wish i had footage of the ozzfest
15. Have you ever "experimented" w/ the same sex?
yeah, sometimes i wish i hadn't
17. Favorite non alcoholic drink?
uh coffee i guess
18. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
duh, a million more wishes then a realm where i could go whenever i wanted to get away and then just other random stuff
20. Do you know what tofu is?
yeah, i eat it every once in a while
21. Have you ever eaten it?
its tasteless and i dont like it much
22. Do you know what a skip-it is?
isnt it one of those thingies you put on your ankle and twirl it around and jump over it?
23. Have you ever had one?
eh, my sister did and i played with that
24. Do you know who plays at least a small part in every Adam Sandler movie?
rob schneider <--uh ill go with that
25. Do you want to go back to high school?
my old one? *shrugs* yeah i guess
26. Favorite day?
probably wednesday because i can ditch school without anyone caring much
27. If you could go back to one time in your life and change it, would you?
no i wouldnt
28. This is for guys and girls - Do you or have you ever read Cosmo?
no.
29. Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie crossroads?
no ... i bearly knew about that movie
30. Do you listen to Lindsay Lohan?
i had enough of her after she started to suck in all he movies
31. Your favorite colors?
black and white
32. Paul Walker or Ryan Phillipe?
who?
33. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera?
lol im not a fan of either, but i had a britney spears poster when i was like in 4th grade
34. Smurfs or Carebears?
smurfs rock.
35. Favorite ex?
who the hell has a favorite ex?
36. Do you want platinum or gold for your wedding band?
i dont want to get married. ever.
37. Have you ever paid to have your eyebrows waxed?
ew
38. Do you shave your back?
i dont have hair on my back
39. Have you ever watched porn and thought it was funny?
lol, all the time
its the music that makes it great haha
40. Have you ever flashed someone?
of course
41. Who is your best friend?
zak, danny, caitlin, ryan
42. How many children do you want to have?
1 or 2 when im about 50 maybe
43. favorite flower?
sakura :)
44. Favorite show?
Lost has got me addicted
45.not here
......
46. How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
one in the morning and one at night
47. Do you think that the tobacco companies should pay for people's medical bills?
no, its their damn fault for buying the shit when it says on the goddamn label it causes cancer
48. What scares you?
loud noise
49. What makes you happy?
hugs
50. If you could have one person in your bed tonight, who would it be?
one... why not have a full roaming orgy?
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